my feelings for her run in the background most of the time these days, but they haven't changed. i have no desire to "get over" her, nor do i have dreams of getting her back. i don't regret anything about our relationship except my occasional unkindnesses.
i do wish i knew she was well, and i do wish we could have an active friendship. there is nothing i can do about that, however. she'll contact me when she's ready. she always does.