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May. 2nd, 2006 | 01:10 pm

two years since nicole left, several months since i've had any communication with her, over a year since i've heard her voice.

my feelings for her run in the background most of the time these days, but they haven't changed. i have no desire to "get over" her, nor do i have dreams of getting her back. i don't regret anything about our relationship except my occasional unkindnesses.

i do wish i knew she was well, and i do wish we could have an active friendship. there is nothing i can do about that, however. she'll contact me when she's ready. she always does.

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from: ravengirl
date: May. 2nd, 2006 09:10 pm (UTC)
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*love*

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from: i
date: May. 2nd, 2006 09:53 pm (UTC)
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that's what it is. not a bad thing, really.

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serendipity

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from: serendipity
date: May. 2nd, 2006 09:20 pm (UTC)
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Exactly like me and C, except that it's been longer since we've communicated, longer yet since I've heard his voice, and way longer since he left. Hopefully you two will be able to enjoy an active friendship sooner than C has kept me waiting for one.

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from: i
date: May. 2nd, 2006 09:54 pm (UTC)
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as you know, we've been down this road before. our cycles seem to intersect periodically. i'm sure it will happen again.

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serendipity

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from: serendipity
date: May. 3rd, 2006 04:22 pm (UTC)
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I hope it happens sooner rather than later and is sweet but not bittersweet.

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i

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from: i
date: May. 3rd, 2006 04:45 pm (UTC)
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had a good long phone conversation this morning. :)

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serendipity

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from: serendipity
date: May. 3rd, 2006 06:02 pm (UTC)
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YAY!

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disasterpants jones

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from: muse
date: May. 2nd, 2006 10:28 pm (UTC)
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I hope that she does. I really do.

I don't think people should "get over" those that they've loved. You move on, yes, but you don't "get over" them as if they were some ugly speedbump in the road of your life and never should have been there.

Peace, friend.

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Epiphany

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from: epiphany
date: May. 3rd, 2006 01:24 am (UTC)
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Love never stops. Even when the situation changes.

Painful and frustrating in the hardest moments, just "there" running in the background in others.

I know this one well.

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tomtomtomtomtomtomtomtomtomtomtomtomtomtomtomtom

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from: tomtomtomtomtom
date: May. 3rd, 2006 06:44 am (UTC)
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hello dave! i see you at epic all the time and we've met once or twice. i love your photography, so i think i will add you to my friends list. hope you don't mind.

on-topic, your post is nearly exaclty how i feel about a particular ex-girlfriend of mine. best of luck with yours.

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from: i
date: May. 3rd, 2006 11:29 am (UTC)
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don't mind at all. added you also.

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zulunation

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from: zulunation
date: May. 3rd, 2006 09:29 am (UTC)
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I had very similar feelings about my ex claire, and there was a similar amount of time where we didn't communicate... I just saw her for an hour or so when I went out east... the most awkward conversation of my life... I almost wish I could have left her as a happy, fuzzy idealistic memory... the second we began talking we became real people... real people who seperated for a reason... and it became clear quite fast... the curse of the romantic mind.

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from: i
date: May. 3rd, 2006 11:31 am (UTC)
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i don't think i'm under any illusions about nicole, although it's certainly possible.

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