i (i) wrote,

two years since nicole left, several months since i've had any communication with her, over a year since i've heard her voice.

my feelings for her run in the background most of the time these days, but they haven't changed. i have no desire to "get over" her, nor do i have dreams of getting her back. i don't regret anything about our relationship except my occasional unkindnesses.

i do wish i knew she was well, and i do wish we could have an active friendship. there is nothing i can do about that, however. she'll contact me when she's ready. she always does.

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